We Take Death to Reach a Star

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To Young for Goodbyes

 

Ian James Peterson

7/5/72 - 4/24/92

20 years

Took his life to get away from drugs,

4/19/92 lived on a machine until they finally shut if off 4/24/92.

To me he passed Easter Sunday April 19, 1992.

I've carried this poem for 11 years.

 

Gone

Gone is the heartache, the sadness and pain

Gone is the worry, all done in vain

Over is hoping, Over all fears

It's time to stop grieving and stop all my tears

Peaceful resignation reigns over me.

I cry not for my loss but for what couldn't be.

 

 

Ian

I cry for my loss and what couldn't be

Your Loving Mother'

When You Dream

When you dream, they are waiting there,

They talk to you with silent voice, All those doubts, and all those fears.

They will be no more, when they are near,

Hushed voices harmonious, without a care,

Soft rustling of wings, the serenity there,

The end of pain, the peace that's gained

In heaven or some other plane.

Just tranquil memories, no anxious minds.

The tormented souls are left behind.

You are both as one for all dreams time.

When you dream, they are in your mind

Then you wake, it comes rushing in,

The silent tears slip off you chin,

You count the moments until you dream

To be as one and all that means.

So wear a smile, don't despair,

How can they be gone, when they are here,

In your heart, all through the years.

In happy times or silent tears.

In your dreams, they are waiting there